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Coward's Silence E​.​P.

by Out Of Spite (Oakland)

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1.
Alcohol or Benadryl is what i have to take I wish I could be around to see the morning break i get so fucking anxious so i grab another beer i stay up all night once again the morning break is here morning break you say im always cynical, its sad im always right still drunk and depressed at the first morning light body full of stimulants, exactly what i need, give me adderall dexadrine, until my eyes bleed until my eyes..... bleed body convulses, just cant wait, take another drag heart pulses, just cant wait, reaction timing lags trapped inside my mind, fuck this, im wasting time cant seem to find, closure, body left behind
2.
you think everything's excusable life should be handed to you i'm not walking on eggshells don't have to pay cuz nothing's due sorry about your shitty life im not the one to blame you take anyone in this crowd and they've felt the same fucked up pain im sorry about your bad luck but honestly i dont really give a fuck and you still hold onto that same old arrogance and you've been bragging about your problems ever since have fun making everyone mad you've been blaming all your problems on your fucked up dad one of these days it will catch up to you and you'll have to own up to all the fucked up things you do life sucks wear a helmet well its time to stand on your own you've been begging for acceptance like a dog without a bone I think its the shit way you're treating your friends and you have to own up cuz its not up to them to defend you you can hide in the protection of the bay talking shit behind your back and being nice to your face but one day your luck's gonna run dry and all of your friendships dwindling into a fucking lie
3.
why should I give up? when I never wanted to I put myself out to die in a bottle of wild eye this is your liver telling you to fucking quit and ill kill you myself rather then leave it up to someone else no more, no more they're forcing me to die in gonna give up no more, no more this is the battly cry of mr. liver this body of mine's been feeding me liquor and wine all the time never a break deteriorating to slime its a crime to be soo young, cant process the shit that i need to survive turning to bile: the skin and the whites of my eyes and my mind
4.
1170 01:13
self realization, its too late you refuse to fucking learn you made your bed with gasoline and in it you will burn stimulated, mind sedated, consuming your own as your body turns to ash you all will die alone pass time, pass time is your misery pass time, pass time is degeneration pass time, pass time is your razorblade pass time, pass time will be your salvation.... inviting people over who threaten my fucking life i can barely handle all the bullshit an the strife diet of straight vodka driving everyone insane fighting everyone around and not taking down their names
5.
Cat Killer? 03:49
I tried to be nice I meant nothing by it It's not my fault I cant beleive, it just happened She left for one day and she gave me her cat when I walked out the door it was dead, rank, flat, oh I started to panic it got hit by a car so i picked it up and dug a hole in my back yard now it's ghost is after me I can hear it when I sleep crying in terror oh my god but it ran right by my feet the cats not dead, but what the fuck pet cemetary in my yard I have to call her back and tell her, " your cats alive, and its not my fault" well they looked just the same wen you match up the bodies "you know it drove me insane, but your cats not dead, .....please don't break up with me....."

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released June 2, 2011

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