1. |
Don't Drown
02:08
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Fighting to hide
from reality inside
murder your pride
destoy your own mind
but I recognize
the strength behind your fear
you roll the dice
destroy your own mind
waiting to die
waiting to die
but I recognize
you're struggling for air
you're your own man
not a bastard son
but I recognize
the strength behind your fear
count the naysayers
for your inspiration
living down to your expectations
I can see the hope in your eyes
drowning like a fish out of water...
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you think everything's excusable
life should be handed to you
i'm not walking on eggshells
don't have to pay cuz nothing's due
sorry about your shitty life
im not the one to blame
you take anyone in this crowd
and they've felt the same fucked up pain
im sorry
about your bad luck
but honestly
i dont really give a fuck
and you still hold onto that same old arrogance
and you've been bragging about your problems ever since
have fun making everyone mad
you've been blaming all your problems on your fucked up dad
one of these days it will catch up to you
and you'll have to own up to all the fucked up things you do
life sucks
wear a helmet
well its time to stand on your own
you've been begging for acceptance like a dog without a bone
I think its the shit way you're treating your friends
and you have to own up cuz its not up to them to defend you
you can hide in the protection of the bay
talking shit behind your back and being nice to your face
but one day your luck's gonna run dry
and all of your friendships dwindling into a fucking lie
----------------------------------------------------------------
why should I give up?
when I never wanted to
I put myself out to die
in a bottle of wild eye
this is your liver
telling you to fucking quit
and ill kill you myself
rather then leave it up to someone else
no more, no more
they're forcing me to die
in gonna give up
no more, no more
this is the battly cry of mr. liver
this body of mine's been feeding me liquor and wine
all the time
never a break deteriorating to slime
its a crime
to be soo young, cant process the shit that i need
to survive
turning to bile: the skin and the whites of my eyes
and my mind
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3. |
1170
01:08
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self realization, its too late you refuse to fucking learn
you made your bed with gasoline and in it you will burn
stimulated, mind sedated, consuming your own
as your body turns to ash you all will die alone
pass time, pass time is your misery
pass time, pass time is degeneration
pass time, pass time is your razorblade
pass time, pass time will be your salvation....
inviting people over who threaten my fucking life
i can barely handle all the bullshit an the strife
diet of straight vodka driving everyone insane
fighting everyone around and not taking down their names
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4. |
Human Cage
01:27
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Thoughts lurk
in the shadows of the brain
buried alive to ease the pain
all your struggles were forfeit
to validate your own fear
the brain cant function....
plug it in!
plug it in!!
but, what happened to the animal within?
trapped inside this human cage
infant society, coddled by technology
all our knowledge gained
by sacrificing ourselves...
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5. |
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God is nothing more than an obsessive lie.
While sunday school children are brainwashed into the line,
And presented with as truth what's really just a lie,
Another childs' self-belief is sacrificed.
In the eyes of the lord, men are his servants,
In the eyes of the lord, women are mens' servants,
In the eyes of the lord, we're authority's servants,
In the eyes of the lord, everyone's a servant.
Sexual roles perversely glorified,
Beyond virgin motherhood, all status is denied.
But starvation and death's; the real testiment
To the truth of the god your bible represents.
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6. |
Morning Break
01:25
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Alcohol or Benadryl is what i have to take
I wish I could be around to see the morning break
i get so fucking anxious so i grab another beer
i stay up all night once again the morning break is here
morning break
you say im always cynical, its sad im always right
still drunk and depressed at the first morning light
body full of stimulants, exactly what i need, give me adderall dexadrine, until my eyes bleed
until my eyes..... bleed
body convulses, just cant wait, take another drag
heart pulses, just cant wait, reaction timing lags
trapped inside my mind, fuck this, im wasting time
cant seem to find, closure, body left behind
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7. |
Cat Killer?
03:16
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I tried to be nice
I meant nothing by it
It's not my fault
I cant beleive, it just happened
She left for one day
and she gave me her cat
when I walked out the door
it was dead, rank, flat, oh
I started to panic
it got hit by a car
so i picked it up
and dug a hole in my back yard
now it's ghost is after me
I can hear it when I sleep
crying in terror oh my god
but it ran right by my feet
the cats not dead, but what the fuck
pet cemetary in my yard
I have to call her back and tell her, " your cats alive, and its not my fault"
well they looked just the same
wen you match up the bodies
"you know it drove me insane, but your cats not dead,
.....please don't break up with me....."
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8. |
Sourface
03:24
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my heart beats in your chest
my blood flows through your veins
my platypus, why the sour face?
bright lights flashing in our eyes
down time is murdering our minds
watching our own demise
we are to young to be resigned
demons on your back
demons in your mind
god gave you lemons
throw them at a wall
....or watch them fall
my friend, why the sour face?
destiny is ours to make
our strength to build a better place
a quiet farm down by a southern lake
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9. |
Coward's Silence
01:59
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I tried to make peace with you
but you gave me no peace of mind
looking for a reason why
you're worth my fucking time
your eyes...........judging me
no skin..............on my teeth
biding time, feigning blind
your plastic gods will pay no mind
the egos served, the bottom line
the only solace you can fucking find
im tired of the roles we play
the lies that we uphold
manufactured self image
to fit into the mold
in favor of harmony
we discard personality
behind every curtain
there's a coward in the mirror
staring....
back at you
thine eyes
to thy own self
be true
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